Journey Day 92

92 days on my journey!! Ahhh! : ) I'm determined that this journey will be more than just a phase in my life, I am determined to make it my lifestyle! Today is kind of dark and dreary, which doesn't exactly put me in a motivated mood. I hope that I can be completely transparent, and not seem like I'm being a debbie downer. Sometimes I feel like I'm bargaining with God. I feel like I say, "God I'll do this, if you will do that for me" or "God I'm doing everything you told me to, I'm drawing close to you, why do I see no results". I want God to give me what I want, when I want it, on my time! I get so impatient because I think I know what is best, but sometimes God has to remind that I have absolutely no idea what I'm doing! Psalm 37:4 says, "Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart." It says he will, but it doesn't say he will right now! I think that is my problem, I expect God to give me the desires of my heart right now, but I have to remember that God's plan is always better than my plan, and His timing is always better than my own, just like Jeremiah 29:11 says! So on that note the verse of the week is Isaiah 40:31. It says, "But those who trust in the Lord will find new strength. They will soar high on wings like eagles. They will run and not grow weary. They will walk and not faint." When nothing seems to make sense, and when you want to just take over and do things your own way, remember that when you trust in God he is going to give you a strength that you have never known, you will run and not grow weary, you will walk and not faint, remember Isaiah 40:31! : )