Friday, July 30, 2010

Journey day 33

Tonight I watched "Letters from Juliet" and it was cute, and corny, and .... depressing! The hero was a sweet, kind, loving and misunderstood guy, who won the love of the heroine! It sounds lovely, I know, but I just feel like a guy like that doesn't exist. He was passionate about her, he wanted her, and all he wanted was to be with her. I guess I just feel like I haven't seen any sign of a guy like that ever existing! Is romance dead? Do I have to resign myself to that fact? That thought makes my heart hurt. I feel like God romances me, he paints me a beautiful sky, and he doesn't just bring me flowers he makes them grow all around me. Is it so crazy for me to hope for a guy that loves me like that? Is it that far fetched? I don't know whether to hold onto my dream of God bringing me a man who will romance me, and be passionate about me, or if I need to be realistic and just let go of that. I don't want to constantly be settling though, I want God's best, but I also don't want to hold onto an impossible dream. I hope that romance isn't dead, I hope that God brings this incredibly passionate, loving man to me when the time is right, and I hope I don't settle for anything short of that. But even if it isn't God's plan for me to have that, I will always have the ultimate romancer, and He is the Creator and Savior of the world, and the lover of my soul, so really I am one lucky chick! : )

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